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星期天,
下午时分..
就快下雨了..
真是悠哉....

废==...

心情有些烦躁><..

不知道再烦什么..
就是烦..

很想出去玩..
很想到处乱跑..
过我想过的生活..
染我想染的发色..

我就是不爱家..

我就是要爱自由..

但是,
还要多久?
一个月..?

太久了....

我讨厌等待==..
尤其是令人讨厌的考试><..


完完全全被自己给打败..
完完全全不想温书..
完完全全blank..


我知道..
我在搞垮我的未来..
我在为我的前途涂上一层厚厚的灰..

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When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy
the words revealedIs the only real thing that
I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck
hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain
I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
i wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something
I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
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